Today is once again dreary, cold and ugly. Where is the sun and warm weather? I am loosing faith in a lot of things lately. Over a year now I have been unemployed and looking for a job. I have applied for more positions that I can count. And, what have I got to show for it NADA.
I don't know what to do anymore. I have gotten some interviews and never hear back from the company. I am getting to the point where I am considering to give up. Why bother lots of companies won't give me the time of day. I have a masters degree and cannot land a job. Its so unfair and I owe lots of money for that degree too.
Hubby and I are not getting along any more. He is so touchy lately and worried about money I know. I feel like such a failure. I am sick to death of this life and yet nothing improves no matter how positive I try to be. The depression is creeping up on me and I hate it. The weather has a lot to do with it as well. I'm tired of being broke, of never being able to buy even the smallest thing that I want. Everything is such a fizzle anymore and I don't know what to do. I have prayed, kept positive thoughts and keep trying but for what.
The latest slap in the face was this week. Last week I interviewed for a job in a small town about 20 minutes west of Home. They said they would be calling the winning candidate this week and so far I haven't had a call. This was a need someone asap job. Today is Friday so I am out of the running for that job. Sent three more resumes out today but I''m not sure why I did. I just know they wont contact me at all.
Nothing is working for me I have had bad luck for the past year and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. I do not know what to do anymore.